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I don't want to be famous, I just want to be myself.
http://www.youtube.com/user/babybellykelli?feature=results_main & http://www.babybellykelli.com

This is my real time, real life blog about me and my family without any smoke and mirrors, or in this case photoshop. I hope to meet new people through this experience that I can share all these things with and have them share things with me as well. On top of blogging and video blogging I hope to share new products that I find along the way, and help educate new mothers and experienced mothers as consumers and women.

*All opinions given by me are just that, opinions.



DP
babybellykelli.com
Feeling so on edge right now. I knew that being an egg donor to a friend would come with lots of mixed and unknown emotions, but feeling so protective over a child I've never met was not one I was expecting. I made the decision to bring another life into this world by donating eggs, and with that comes a sense of responsibility to it. People ask me all of the time if I hate my biological parents for leaving me outside of an orphanage and I've never really had any good answers for that...but now experiencing these protective and worried feelings over a child who I will not raise makes it very clear to me that I cannot hate my biological parents for making the best decision for me that they could. If I feel this way over my friends' baby who I happily know in my heart and mind is not "mine", I cannot fathom how my biological parents felt giving me up as an older baby, and I cannot hate anyone going through that kind of pain and self sacrifice for their child. God's life lessons never cease to amaze me and if this was all part of his plan to help me let go of any grief or hateful feelings towards being abandoned, than I will continue to live my life for him. Please watch over Lisa, Bill, and baby girl, and bring this family together safely.

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DP
babybellykelli.com
Tried out the new soups at Panera for dinner tonight. Mom had the Soba noodle and I had the quinoa one. Gotta say not bad. Also bought an over priced green smoothie to keep up my daily greens. Getting some sleep bc tomorrow is Lisa's baby shower!!! I remember listening to her talk about things she had pinned on Pinterest for her future shower two years ago and now tomorrow I will get to finally attend it. So full of emotions.

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DP
babybellykelli.com
Did my usual Monday nannying, fit in some yoga with the kiddies, and finally accomplished that annoying couples yoga pose with John! Debating laundry when all I really want to do is sit down on the couch and eat gluten free cookies. The struggle is real.

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